The Sign of Four

Moving just across the courtyard this last weekend turned out to be quite a bit more time consuming than we had expected but we are finally done. Yayy! The energy over here is palpably fresher and hums with glad tidings. We are really loving it.

I took a quick break yesterday to check in with a friend in our Emporium Black community and we talked a bit about moving experiences in both of our pasts. They shared well wishes that the numerology and layout of our new unit bring us everything we need.

I had never thought about numerology for a residence so I did a quick calculation and came up with the number four. Out of curiosity I did the numerology for the previous unit and found it was four also. Later I did the numerology for the unit we lived in years ago prior to this last one and again, the number four.

I shared this with Brighid who reminded me about the last time I had a professional tarot reading done which was a couple of years ago or so. The reader did four different drawings and in each drawing the Emperor card (card no. 4) came up.

This is all in a period of ten years and what a ten years it has been. It’s where I ended up after I left the Rez and struggled to find my footing. Ten years ago I weighed 250 lbs more than I do now, I still lived as a woman, I was immersed in profound depression, & I was married to an abusive man with two young children without a penny of my own or friends or family to reach out to. Ten years later I am sitting in this new home that I share with my two beautiful children, and my loving and supportive partner Brighid. I sit here now fully transitioned to male, comfortable and happy typing a post for my community where my dream job as a plant facilitator who makes Nightshade Truffles for the people supports everyone in our home. I have refound myself again. Life is good. (March 29th, 2022)